i actually think complaining so much kind of throws mud all over and causes the path between me and God to grow weeds, covering it up, making it impossible for me to find. ive been getting strangely mentally weak and things that shouldnt affect me are starting to eat away my self. i actually attempted over the weekend, to start a thanksgiving book.

but all i can think of is simple-minded things to thank God for, like being alive, being able to take a breath, having a car to drive me to and fro from fam med, having a nice mentor who loves his job, having a comfortable bed to sleep the afternoons away, having the tokio hotel and paramore albums in my itunes, having a sister to watch tuesday night laughs with, that there is no war in Singapore, that im actually well to do enough to pay for my own parking, and that my dad is hip enough to wear a pink shirt to his business trip.

meeting up with my cousin, im thankful for her, since honestly, i'm the kind who wont call ppl out but feel lonely when nobody calls me out, it was a great night out, im sorry i was so sleepy and tired from open house, but seriously, im thankful to God for you in my life, thanks for the beautiful engraved wooden bracelet.

plus, the problem i had is gone. we made up. God answered my prayer. the cookies were awesome. thanks for contributing to my spare tyre around my waist (:

wow, i actually feel better now.

i guess if you want to, de-weeding the path is not that difficult.














-cheryl~*

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