quote from shakespeare, how our life on earth is so brief, just like a play. we exist one day and the next day we're gone. 80 years at best from the day we first cry, first open our eyes to the world, our first gasp of fresh air, our tiny raised fists proclaiming a small victory or miracle, called birth. its a nice rainy day, and the african violets i procured to compete with my sis as to who's will die first (morbid i know), are blooming. they are purple.

i read about how ppl in a bid to classify all things, classified the periods of our lives into seasons - spring, summer, autumn, winter. spring represents birth, summer the good wonderful carefree days of frolicking in the hot summer sun, autumn when things start to settle down, and winter representing death. i feel that my summer isnt really summer enough, im not enjoying the sun enough and at times i just want to drop all morals and values and fears whatsoever and do something crazy. im tired of what ifs, and im tired of regrets, and im tired of consequences.

anyways, enough of pointless rambling. i did a lot during the one week break, but nothing much to mention. caught the latest movies, went shopping, caught up with friends, ate good food, celebrated birthdays, christmas, new years. its time for resolutions, but i haven't made any. its kinda redundant if i never keep any past january anyways. i figured, there's no point rushing things. As geeky as i were when i was a kid, i've changed. took some time, but i tend to be notably slower than others.

just because its a new year, im not going to change dramatically, im not going to be less opinionated, less vocal, less brash, less lazy etc. im going to be as intimidating, as loud, as noisy, as otaku, as anti-social as before. i am not a no life, i have a life, and its my definition of having a life, so ppl who think i have no life can screw themselves. hahaha. okay. well, medicine doesnt leave much leftover for fun. its just interesting how ppl get so hyped up over the new year, and celebrate it. whats going to happen after a few months? resolutions forgotten, back to your shitty lives.

well 2010, looking down the road, seems to be a LONG one. ah whatever, every year comes with its challenges and im going to face them. at least i have my alone times to de-stress :)

anw, heading data was exactly what i thought it would be, hard work, yet a tad exhilarating. It's been a while, since i've been left with some responsibility. hopefully there wont be tears and outbursts among the group, and everyone will be happy ppl. at most, some booze at the meetings will make ppl happy. hopefully.

fringe season 1 is awesome, but i cant say the same about season 2. kind of gets screwed up once charlie francis dies, WHY MUST HE DIE! what a poor end to his character. he was my fav character! sure he rambles over his words a bit, and speaks to the floor, and without subtitles i have no freaking clue what he's saying, but his eyes are so dark and mysterious and his voice is so gruff! :) he added so much more colour to olivia's role. tsk. they didnt sign him on due to some monetary matters. WHY KEEP agent farnsworth? she's mega useless lor. tsk. must be her afro.

random note: body shop body butters smell great. should i invest in a big tub? :)



-cheryl~*  

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