i saw 2 TOPs (termination of pregnancy) today.

they were so fast, so simple, none of the baby skull crushing things from the anti-premarital sex video we watched in secondary school, and i did feel a little pang in my heart, when the POC entered the vacuum tube.

you werent even named dear baby, you were just labelled as POC = products of conception.
you werent even a human-being, nor a life.
you werent given the chance to grow and enter the world, and you were labelled as unwanted.
there were no tears shed when you passed on, just a horrible sucking sound.

and when you feel that gritty feeling? its over, the uterus is clean, and the "baby" lies in a plastic bag, measured on the form as "POC=50 ml". and everyone goes on with their lives.

i said a little prayer for the moms, and the babies. i hope they went up to be with God.

i have no time to bother about playhouse. o&g calleth.

-cheryl~*

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CLAIRE WAS HERE

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