i seriously think the ang mor kid living in the house behind me is gay. he is 2-3 years old.
and he pretends he's a dog and prances around on all fours and yips.
yes yips. NOT barks.

yips = sharp, high-pitched squeaks/squeals/screams, kinda the sound eunuchs make perpetually after they lose their assets.

freaking irritating and GAY. even my sister never made such gay noises when she was a kid.
omg. he's more irritating than his cocker spaniel dammit. i foresee him growing up and fighting for gay rights and finding a gay partner and getting into a domestic partnership, then fighting for the rights to breed/adopt poor underprivileged korean/african/normal kids into psuedo-gay dogs that prance around backyards and eventually grow up to continue the cycle. oh yar, he'll probably be the "girl" in the relationship.

having murderous thoughts towards that gay boy is another example about how i will not make a good pediatrician. i mean, having a ward full of dead gay boys just aint good for business.

yipping at 150 dB every 2 seconds is mega-kill for my auditory apparatus and the etiology of my migraines. (note. 130 dB is the limit that causes pain in the ears)

-cheryl~*

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tuesday night was pretty fun. headed out to meet dy for inglorious bastards. the show was worth the 6 bucks, like totally worth! :) had a lot of trouble finding the elusive free parking lots, and me and jiayan were having a lot of trouble avoiding ERPs and locating the place. eventually we got a lot, FREE! :) met dy at cine. haven't been there in ages. had dinner at shokudo, then watched the really long movie.. shokudo kept filling up my water, so i had to go to the bathroom around half an hour into the movie. thank goodness for good sphincteric control and strong pelvic floor muscles. only went after the movie. didnt want to miss any scalping or gun action! :)

took a walk thru orchard in a bid to get to ion, orchard is really nice and cool at night.. with less crowd as well! but then we thought about it cos ion would probably be closed.. so we went to udders (the one near my area) and had ice cream! :) i couldnt take the alcoholic one cos i was driving.. had a lot of fun catching up and ranting about stupid things. its amazing how we've been movie buds for like 3+ years?! and us going out is one of those few occasions when i get to wear heels. tsk to all the vertically challenged guys i know.

wed night went with jiayan for the rendevous hotel buffet. we were late.. cos of prof soo's extremely long but useful tutorial on abdominal pain. i now know the causes of an acute abdomen, and how to differentiate melena from just black stools. we had a lot of trouble finding our way there.. cos i think we went out the wrong exit and had to backtrack a long way.. finally reached at 8.50 pm. the buffet closes at 10pm. hahaha. amazing how we still decided to go for it. was really worth it though. good food! and 1-for-1 some more.. and had a lot of fun catching up with jiayan.. haven't been able to talk to her for such a long time cos we're paired with different ppl :(

latest news regarding med eopt is that the results are tentatively out. i'm 99% sure im the one who failed. cos apparently there was only one person who didnt do well. sigh. knowing my luck its probably me. and since i screwed up my med eopt so badly, i think i deserve it. but why always me ah! grr.. med eopt really made me lose faith in God. its quite terrible, but i did blame Him for not blessing me/helping me. i've more or less gotten over it, and i know now that i cant live without God.

its like, when i argue with a loved one, or shout mean things with the intention to hurt, i almost immediately feel bad and start to tear. same thing happened when i was trying my best to not sing during worship on the sunday right after my eopt.

its so strange that im actually such a softie.

i really hope im not the one. shall pray about it.
and hope this weird churning feeling in my tummy goes away.

-cheryl~*

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