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busy university student, free of the banes of public transport, loves walking around aimlessly in shopping malls, vintage jewelry, kitschy stuff, graphic novels and avid fan of animation.

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past..
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title: Nails
date: Tuesday, January 4, 2011
time:12:59 AM

I have not updated in god knows how long.. Wait I can prob check this from the date of my last post.. But lazy.

Christmas and new year is over and its 2011 already. To sum up 2010, it was crazy fun and amazing, after taking a step into all the postings.. I feel like I'm a step closer to becoming a competent doctor. Playhouse was a blast as well.. Acting as a side character was fun despite all the negativities I had against that role.. At least we won lots of prizes! My life hasn't advanced much in other aspects though.. I've caught up with old friends and seen their lives progress so much further compared to mine, and sometimes I wonder if that has anything to do with my career choice.

There was happiness and heartbreak, anxiety and relief, hugs and fights.. The year 2010, I would say has been a fruitful one.

I hope 2011 will be better than the last.

Oh yes, 2010 was the year my stressed-out-paint-nails habit started.. Following are some nail art that I took photos of. Most of the time I forget. Meh.

My O&G posting nails..



I like this one a lot.. These were my ENT posting nails lol.



Christmas tree?



Another Xmas design.. Frosty?



Okay back to mugging.

-Cheryl~*

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title: Japanese Film Festival
date: Sunday, August 29, 2010
time:7:53 AM
Never would I imagine that I would be a film fest attender.

Well, I watched three movies during the japanese film fest over the week, and the movies were strangely endearing, and very real. I'm a strong believer that japanese society actually represents what Singapore society will be in the future, and the little societal inadequacies and undertones mentioned in the movies will eventually appear in our society, and in our lives, and that, honestly scares me.

The three movies I watched were, "bare essentials of life", "air doll" and "sweet little lies". I have to say my favourite would be the closing movie of the fest, "sweet little lies". It's about a couple who, after being married for 3 years have little to no passion left in the marriage, and they start to lie to each other and getting involved in EMAs (extra-marital affair). Perhaps, a harsh reality to all lovebirds is that, no love is eternal? and eventually, will love run out? I know I feel so happy and grin to myself when I see an elderly couple walking together holding hands when they come to the hospital for their appointments. But in this day and age, how often do such relationships occur? How many couples make it from their marriage day to the day they depart from this world? Food for thought i guess.

Despite all the hype that "air doll" received. It was not, as I had hoped, as great as the reviews made it out to be. Rather whimsical and shallow overall. Catch it online! at stagevu.com. search "air doll".

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on a side note, today, i parked at the old school cos it's really cheap and its like $2/entry after 5 pm, then i walked down the super long flight of stairs down to cathay level 1. then after the film fest, i walked into cathay and took the fire lift up to level 8, and to my horror, i was stuck in the "mount sophia carpark" which is definitely misleading, cos i thought i would be able to walk out onto mount sophia and back to the old school carpark. the guard kept challenging my common sense and i kept trying to ask him for a way out of the carpark but, there was none - NO STAIRCASE can you believe it? and he was super against me walking down the carpark ramp. i was so going to make a run for it, when he flagged down a car which was exiting and asked for a lift down the ramp for me.

the car was white and zzznged. if you get what i mean, dark windows blue lights, spoiler. ah beng max. and i was so convinced that he wouldnt give me a lift cos his gf was inside as well, but they were amazingly nice and they agreed. they were quite surprised and chatty, and were rather amused at my plight. they even gave me a lift to old school.

i now have a changed view of ah bengs in general. i guess there are some nice and non-scary ones. oh and i wrote a complaint letter to the cathay, stating that their website and counter staff were both misleading, and thats why i got into this plight in the first place. pppppppft.

yup.

O&G is also over, and onto paeds.
sigh.
not. enjoying. paeds.


-cheryl~*


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title: if only life went the way you wanted it to.
date: Wednesday, August 11, 2010
time:1:59 AM
yup.
sometimes i wish i knew more stuff, i studied harder, i had more resources shared with me and do better for exams, but ah wells. sometimes theres just that much you can do.
i guess i'll have to do much better for OSCEs and pwn.
yup!

shall take a nice hot shower and think about the future and not regret the past.

i dont know what the hell you're trying to do. shall not bother.

-cheryl~*


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title: Letter to a tutor
date: Tuesday, July 27, 2010
time:9:41 PM
I admire ppl who can stand up immediately after falling down, not be crushed n move on with their lives. I for one, am not like that.

After a lot of crying and ranting, I'm still feeling down n angry with such an unfair exam. Why does fairness have so much to do with anything? I can't seem to grasp the fact that I must accept the world for what it is, n move on just because life isn't fair and there is nothing we can do about it. I don't believe that there is nothing we can do about it, and I also find it really disheartening is all we can do is accept our fate.

I refuse to stand down. I think that a lot of ppl might think I am overreacting, but this is about my future career choice and I cannot stand making any blemish in that aspect. So why, should I allow someone to do that for me, specifically because he wants to prove that clinical competence is more impt than knowledge? Besides, I am clearly clinically competent comparing myself to anyone my year. Why must I attain the skills n detection rates of an o&g specialist after 6 weeks in my posting? Why despite my accurate investigations and management must you fail me? Did someone eat your breakfast this morning?

The baseline is that, I feel that I deserve much more compared to the abysmal results that you gave me. And I am going to get there, whether you like it or not.

All the comments in the world will not change the fact that you believe that the world revolves around your ideals, and that fairness is only by your exceedingly high expectations n you don't give a damn if this is impt to us. Your point is made, at my expense.

Yet due to the constraints of my situation, I have no choice but to swallow my pride and let u have yr way. And to ask you for a second chance which I believe you will happily decline, again at my expense.

Life sucks.

-Cheryl~*


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title: sudden. thoughts.
date: Monday, June 28, 2010
time:2:00 AM
i saw 2 TOPs (termination of pregnancy) today.

they were so fast, so simple, none of the baby skull crushing things from the anti-premarital sex video we watched in secondary school, and i did feel a little pang in my heart, when the POC entered the vacuum tube.

you werent even named dear baby, you were just labelled as POC = products of conception.
you werent even a human-being, nor a life.
you werent given the chance to grow and enter the world, and you were labelled as unwanted.
there were no tears shed when you passed on, just a horrible sucking sound.

and when you feel that gritty feeling? its over, the uterus is clean, and the "baby" lies in a plastic bag, measured on the form as "POC=50 ml". and everyone goes on with their lives.

i said a little prayer for the moms, and the babies. i hope they went up to be with God.

i have no time to bother about playhouse. o&g calleth.

-cheryl~*


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title: HAHHA
date: Saturday, June 19, 2010
time:6:02 AM


CLAIRE WAS HERE


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title: personal preference
date: Tuesday, May 25, 2010
time:5:43 AM
kdrama review: personal preference


overall view: disappointment. sigh. started with so much promise but wth is with the super-rushed ending! must have been the poor ratings. omg, Lee Min Ho! i thought you would do better than boys over flowers, but i guess your acting hasnt really improved, and your script picking hasnt improved either! the same zoned out looks, poor camera angles, and stoned face. sucked. disappointment disappointment disappointment! how can ppl like this drama. OMG. f-a-i-l. i seriously dont recommend this to anyone. DONT WATCH. i bet you pasta is better eeesh.

okay yes, i know psych eopt is on thursday. boo.

-cheryl~*


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